The overwhelming thoughts suddenly awakened her from her nap. She lit up her mobile screen, 2:47 a.m. it showed.
“Man, I just slept before 15 minutes. I’ve become insomniac.” She thought.
She closed her eyes. She could perfectly imagine her, getting older with him. A perfect life, anyone can ever wish for!
Him, leaving his current girlfriend. Him, accidentally meeting her. Him, started falling for her (As she already do!). Him, getting into a relationship with her, then wedding and then happy couple ever! (All thanks to bollywood!) Perfectly happy life! In between these beautiful thoughts, that question again hit her head like hell. “Do he actually feel the same way as you do?” A question asked by her best friend that she was unable to answer.
If it’s been asked a month before, She might have answered big “YES” without thinking a moment. But these days are different. A bitter truth! And there she again opened her eyes.
She picked up a bottle and sipped some water. She slightly kept her legs on the floor and walked down to the balcony. She could see the dreary tree, unable to scare her and the crescent moon, failed to please her. She sat on the chair, wearing the headphones, trying not to listen retro romantic, Her midnight favourite. Instead she played club music. She knew, For her, Music is cure of everything. Yes, Everything! But that night, she could hear the rare lyrics of club music instead of rhythm and that rare lyrics were enough to ignite her thoughts. She sighed sadly. She stopped the music, stood up and went in the room, trying to figure out what can be done. She lit up the room.
“No, there’s no escape.” She thought. “And where there’s no escape, you better go on!” She gently smiled watching her diary laying on the table. She took it up and wrote something in it. She ended it up with big exclamation mark, as her life was! She darkened the room and closed the eyes to attempt one more failure of slumber!
//And they say she has got everything what she ever wished for.//